I need to focus.

Seriously feel like throwing my phone into the bin cause I kept staring at it.

And only I know why.

Freaking idiot. Yet, I’m the idiot.

Haha. Stop thinking about the negative aspects, things might not be what you think they’ll be.

Prelims coming. Stress, stress, stress.

Kambate.

A few nights before, I was unhappy thinking about some people and how I was stuck trying to analyze my reactions, behaviors and couldn’t get everything out. That was sucky.  Thanks to whomever.

Then someone else appeared to save me out, bringing smiles through my tears, giving me comfort.

And when I seriously wanted to settle down to study, I just couldn’t stop checking out my phone. I can’t get you out of my mine. Idiot. Tell me what are you doing there? Arghhh.

I know this feeling is coming….but I just want to stay where I am.

I believe I’m not dependent on you.